Hello Again!

Wow! Haven't been on here in like a year! So hello again blog! :) I apologize for neglecting you! Forgive me, will you? Take me back?  :)

Okay, enough with my silliness!

I just have to say, life is a crazy thing. Just when you think things are starting to calm down, you figure out that they aren't.

 It's like being on one of those crazy, rollercoaster where you're flying through, not know what's going to happen next. Almost like everything is spinning and you don't know which way is up and which way is down. You know! The ones where you get off with windblown hair all over your face and you feel almost as if you are in shock. That's how I feel life is. You take this insane roller coaster that twists and turns like you would never expect.

Without Him, I really would be nothing. This crazy thing called life would sweep me away in its current of self centeredness.

I admit, lately I have been having a hard time. Honestly even through this, I really am trying to give it to Christ. And yes, there's days when I feel like my fear has overtaken me. And it's an awful feeling. One of the lessons I've been learning is how to rest in Christ and Him alone.That even when things seem hopeless, they aren't! God is still here. He hasn't left me and never will. And yes, I'm still going to have times when I am afraid, and I'll just have to keep giving it over to Him.

 My point in posting this, isn't to make you feel sorry for me. I'm hoping by being more open, I might in some small way, help someone.

As I said, the fear and anxiety I've had lately has been difficult. The other day I was riding with mom in the car. We were listening to K-Love, our local Christian station, and this awesome song came on. It literally moved me to tears. The power of it just struck me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOkImV2cJDg


So God bless you! :) I hope you have a great day. And seriously, let me know if you need a friend or just someone to listen or pray for you. :)